love remains
you're not the only one I love
for love is an ocean
boundless
and enveloping
all whom I have met with my soul
reached out to
and been answered
but all
each human
is unique
irreplaceable
and the thought of losing you …
yes, only a thought
for you shall emerge
from this unasked for
unwelcome incursion
alive and whole
even if finest softest
excised
and I shall kiss your scar
after
if you allow
… losing you would be
unthinkable
part of my life torn
uprooted
from the deepest heart of me
raw tendrils of me
would be exposed
quivering
from a you-shaped hole
that nothing and no one else
could ever fill
when you told me
gave me the gift of your trust
before you knew what this was
we thought hoped expected
it be nothing
a harmless glitch in the matrix of your flesh
when you found out no
that this is what it is
a howl began sounding
somewhere in my core
a realisation just how fundamental
my connection
with you
is
how helpless I am
with no magic wand of healing
unable to make things right
wishing with all my being
that a touch charged
with all my love and care and desire
would
could
make
all things
well
once
more
20th May 2026